I'm Back?

I'm back! Err, not quite... I have no reason for being away. There is never any acceptable reason why someone goes away. I've been ignoring this blog for quite some time now, and when I tried logging in just a couple of minuets ago, I
didn't remember my log-in and password anymore.

Well, cutting the story short, I finally had to reset everything and save from literally starting from scratch, here I am -- I'm back, and blogging -- but not just quite yet.

That is the sad thing about people going away. You see, we all tend to forget. We forget the beauty of youth. We neglect old feelings. We fail to remember the beauty of what was once shared. People go away so fast not caring to store their log-ins and passwords in a safe place. So when they do decide to come back, they practically have to start all over again. WE NEVER LEARN.

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My friends judge my moodswings thru my blog. If I have been writing a lot, something's wrong with my life. If I've been awfully quiet, then I am most likely having the time of my life. Sniff, how I wish this holds true this time. I am neither exultant nor jovial at this point in my life. Somehow, everything just isn't falling in their proper places lately. I find myself tired, bored, sick and uninspired all at the same time. I drown myself in sheer poignancy amidst watching collections of old TV series and soap operas.


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I know I need to shape up soon. There are people out there who need me strong.
But for once, why can't I just let myself be weak?