It doesn't matter how tough it is. Or how lame the reason is. If the thoughts keep hurting, I don't care if I start forgetting. Slowly and painfully - I am burning my last bridge. If this was a bad decision, then it shall be my last.
I am full of emotion but surprisingly empty inside. I feel the freedom of solitude yet I miss my chains. The wind is behind me and I am drenched in sweat. These complications have nailed me to this spot. I can keep on running but memories travel faster. In one snap, I am back to my old painful past. No strings and no connections. I am simply alone.
And I accept that.
My choices have been clear.
My pain was real.
And I will endure this.
I have to.
There is no other way to get through this.
1 comment:
hi jing! ngayon lang ako ulet nakavisit dito ah.. sobrang "can relate" ako dito sa post mo ah... musta naman!!! let's just sigh less and breathe more?! posible ba yun? hehe.. mishu mishu!
-bella
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