I couldn't say exactly when I started feeling great again. I can't say a lot has changed. But deep inside, I know something has. Something so significant yet infinitestimally so that I forgot to notice it.
I read once that people need reasons to stay. I agree and I have proven this to be true. What I didnt get then was that this also works vice-versa. People, too, need reasons to leave. I had my reasons. But I never really got to undertand these til now.
And so I have lived the last few months in near seclusiom, wanting to find solace and warmth from the chill thah hang just outside my window pane.
And so I have waited it out for the last few dews that have tormented my mornings to dry up.
The monster inside is weak. But it is not gone. Despite the rumbles albeit soft that I hear on rainy nights, life has turned out well for this corner I call my life. And its true when they say that things change and people change. I've written that line before. I've said it so many times too. But for the record, let me say it diffirently this time. Things change if people change.
Enough said. For Now.
