Saturday, June 04, 2005

a good movie and an ice cream

i've been visiting a lot of blogs these past few days. its probably the reason why i was inspired to write another one of my ever-so-rare entries. i really think i can be open enough to keep a real blog this time around.

i rode the bus this morning. it has been a habit to always get the seat nearest the driver. after all, if and when an accident happens, the driver gets to save his own ass first, right? so there i was, sitting peacefully and silently watching the 6 a.m. saturday commuters when some old songs played on the radio. really old songs. it got me into a reverie back when those songs were top hits for the day.

shet tanda ko na pala.

as i sat there watching an almost empty EDSA pass by, i got into thinking where could all the years have gone? i almost didn't notice the life and times gone by. was i too busy to care? or was maybe too jaded to feel?

nah, i wasn't into an emotive mood today. i just wondering if perhaps there could have been something else about this life of mine. something that i forgot to notice. something i missed...

perhaps i shouldn't be thinking too much about this. i could crack my skull and spill my brains out but there are things you just don't have answers to. see, i've always been searching for something. i never really understood why. but there seemed to be something always lacking. perhaps i should just be satisfied with a good movie and a pint of ice cream.

perhaps.
perhaps not.

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