Monday, June 06, 2005

stormy seas

i got the text. i read it as soon as i got up. retrieved my missed calls too. frankly, i was surprised. its been a week already. the first 2 or 3 days i must admit i was kinda' waiting for it to come. but no calls. not even a text. so when i got these today, i didn't reply.

it's not revenge. no remorse here. its just that i find it pathetically pathetic (is there even such term?) to even keep our ties anymore. no explanations. end of story. period.

who-a! i am not usually this bitchy.. but i do have my own reasons why i decided to do what i did.

i want to take a long break away from the hustles of the city for even just a minute. this tired soul shouts rest. too bad the rainy days are here again. i would've wanted to swim naked in an equally bare-naked sea.

oh yeah, i forgot i like the ocean better when it's all wet and stormy. i specially like it when the waters swell and become dark and scary. i would imagine myself being engulfed and it swallows me into its depths while i sleep and sleep and sleep...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

senti ah.. " was practically drenched down to my soul." naks.. -- jobarclix

siyoktong said...

joeyboi! hihi. feeling senti nga. kawalan ng magawa!